Direktlänk till inlägg 2 oktober 2009
i look in the mirror, and i hate the person staring back at me..
i hate what i have become and im trying to run from my selfe, but i cant.
it's not easy being everything that you hate..
better days will come, i just have to dream, hope and belive..
stay strong, starve on..
you cant give up, not when you come this far, not before you win..
pain is weakness leaving the body..
it doesn't matter how slowly your in it, as long as you don't stop...
hunger is a feeling, thin is a skill..
i want t be a flower, because it only needs whater and it's beautifull..
food is like a drug, it makes you feel good for a few moments but arterwards things are worse than they were befor..
starving is an example of excellent willpower..
i want to walk across the snow and lie no footprints...
on the outside i'm smiling,
on the inside i'm dying
skip dinner and end up thinner..
i want to be so thin there is no room for pain..
Mom and Daddy look It's ur little girl Starving for attention too much on my plate Things that I can't face Starving for attention I can't be myself The mirror tells Lies and says I'm ugly Am I really here? I cut my skin ...
känner att jag har varit sjukt aktiv här på senate tiden!! jag är egentligen inte typen som bloggar, förstår egentligen inte varför jag började bloggen. kan bara vara skönt att få skirva av sig ibl och prata med personer som har samma probem.. ...
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